Nothing special

I’ve come to the conclusion that this is as easy as it gets for me. I keep putting off all these things that are going to make me an adult mostly because i feel i’m far to young to be facing any of the real responsibilities saying things like ” I’ll worry about that when it’s here” or “I’ll get to that sooner or later”. I must admit I’m at a bit of a cross roads as to where to go in life right now. Many times I’ve put the things and people I love ahead of me to make things easier for them, always trying to understand and make myself as available as possible. I forgot that the person you have to love the most is yourself.